SweetnSour333

So all that shit that happened September that was making me depressed, and angry ... It's over ... I don't know what is going to happen next but IT'S FINALLY FUCKING OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I am going to sleep like a baby tonight.

Holy shit the tension in my shoulders is gone and I am so happy. I can't believe how much this shit was putting me down!! Ok I'm done and you will definitely be seeing a lot more of me.

One last thing thank you to every one of my followers who gave a shit and at least read my journals. ESPECIALLY to You have been there to reassure me every time I put up a pity party journal. Thank you so much, and I'll be giving you something this Chirstmas so expect a message from me on the 25th!

LOVE YOU ALL AND GOOD NIGHT!!!

... so I'll be posting more pictures soon. ^-^

Dear lord I didn't think this week would end! I am still hear just set back an ENTIRE WEEK because I was helping my little sis's marching band get ready for yesterdays competition. I untapped, de-gooed, and re-taped so many flag polls my hands don't have any finger prints left on them because after taping ... 72 flags the tape has pealed off your skin so much ... yeah you get the point right?? DX Ok so starting tomorrow I will be editing and posting YAY!!!! So see you guys tomorrow!! ^-^

I am still here I have just realized that I am behind on editing my pictures. DX So I might not be posting for a day or two but that is just to do what I need and a little more just in case I don't feel like editing. ^-^

OK! By god I am turning a new leaf today. I somehow made deviantart a place of loathing and self pity for myself and I am stopping it right NOW! I am so done with feeling sorry for myself and what my family is going through. You know what we still have our house, we still have food and clothes and each other!! God damn it Charlee why didn't you pull yourself together sooner!!! You have a great life and your complaining about it just because push came to shove?! You know you can handle this, you know your family is strong and you KNOW things will work out ... 

*sigh* Wow that was one of the best cries I've had in a while. Ok so starting today Charlee is not going to let life get in the way of her being happy and she is not going to let this keep her from doing the things she loves ... she's also not going to be talking in third person ever again. I'm not even sure how that happened.

So ... I'm not going to say I'm back because the second I do it will me a lie ... Also I am really sorry about that you guys I know there are a few of you out there who actually look at my shit and I really do love you guys and thank you so much. I know it dosen't seem like I am but I promise I am!!! 

If you wait a little while I'll be posting some new things I have!! ^-^